The Fairy Tale Continues?

Yes or No? A Question which cannot be easily answered.. For this question holds many feelings of a person about something.. For me and my friend that question is a hard one for us.. Because our Yes or No question cannot be easily answered by just thinking because our question involves both our heart and minds.. One answer could easily turn our worlds around..Our question is "will I continue to love someone or should I stop loving that person who doesn't love me?"

I thinked of an answer through out the day but still I have no answer.. For there are many reasons why I must continue and must stop loving that certain person.... My first reason why I should continue is because she is my source of strength and courage to do things... Second, is that she may be the reason why I live.. Third is that she is the one who would complete my life... Fourth, is that I love her.. The fifth and the last reason is that my heart beats for her and saying "my reason for loving her is unknown".. The reason why I should stop is that I am fooling myself for loving the person who doesn't love me in return.... This reason should be enough to answer why I should stop... However, even if I have this reasons only my heart and my destiny could decide what will happen to me..... I stop thinking of this question when I heard the song "What If" by Babyface.. In this song he tells what could happen if he had continue to love that certain girl... Hearing this song.. I started to think what could happen if I never had stop courting the girl I still love..... My whole body stopped.. My eyes we're filled with tears.. My mind full of regrets and.. My heart beating very fast and suddenly remembered her.. Smiling and Laughing.....

My day was full of suprises, regrets and filled with tears... This is the day I will never forget.. For I have cried and think of her again.... The events that happened today maybe a sign of making a wrong decision.. A decision that could never be replaced again... A decision which is filled with regrets and sorrow... Now, I have a new question to answer.. "Will I ever try again?"

Eyes

Our Eyes tells a story..A story which some people won't understand. If you look into someone's eyes you'll just see two white colored thing..However, if you look closer to their eyes you'll see the pain, sufferings, trials, hardships, happiness and even their deepest darkest secrets... Try looking at the eyes of your love one.. You'll see many things.. Although you can't really see things in their eyes your minds will tell you something about themselves........

I tried looking at my friend's eyes.. At first I saw nothing except the reflections of the things in front of her... Then after a few seconds as I looked deeper in her eyes I saw sadness.. Sadness because of her problems with her studies.. She was thinking how to solve her problem.. Then I tried to look in my other friend's eyes.... The same as the first one I saw nothing then after a few seconds my body began to shiver because he was sad and troubled... He was afraid that he will never capture the heart of her "dream girl" ... Then when I tried looking at my eyes I saw a dark room.. A room which is filled with tears and shattered pieces of my heart... Then as I try to understand what I saw inside me.. I remembered that I lost the girl which I still love until now....

Changes in love and life

Life is like a seed which will eventually grow to a tree. On the other hand, it may die without proper care. Life will change and change even though you don't like it. Life and Love are related to each other they will always change because nothing is permanent. However, even if your love for someone dies it will still remain in your heart. Although you must remember that your Love for someone will change eventually.

Love is like the wind it always changes.. It can be a typhoon and break your heart into pieces. However, it may change to a cold breeze that make your love burning desire to love someone and be satisfied

Life and Love

Life for some of us may be like this blog so simple and sad but for some of us happy and complex.Our lives may differ in some things but there's one thing our lives has in common and thats our burning desire to love someone for the rest of our lives.

Someone once said to me "If you loved some one because of her eys or lips or her body it's not love.it's LUST..Or is it becuase she made you forget to study and sleep..That's not love..It's Infatuation..
Love is when you do not know why you seem to be attracted to her...Love has it's reason..And that reason is unknown.." It's true that Love has its own reason which people cannot understand why they love that person.

I once loved someone not because of her beauty, her brains nor her great body. I just loved her.My reason for loving her is unknown. Don't ask me if it's true or not because you won't able understand my feelings for her. I may have been too dumb for loving her without a reason but that's not true. It's because I have a heart which is aching and burns to see her again and hoping that she will give me one more chance to love her for no reason at all....And for the record I STILL LOVE HER ALL THIS TIME....

Broken Dreams

Sadness always fillls the air. Eventhough you thought your happy you will never be because of one reason and that reason is sadness fills your heart mind and soul.

My friends always told me that im too stubborn to love that one person. When they say those words I always think if they are right and until this day I still don't know the answer. Eventhough I have passed on and forgot those days those words and thoughts still haunts me in my dreams. I don't know the reason why but it still does.Is it because I still dream of her? or is it because she still remains in my heart and soul. Am I fooling myself and torturing myself in hoping that she would be by my side laughing,crying and smiling. For those who had the same dreams like me always remember dreams won't always come true it may make you happy or otherwise make you feel sad and unhappy because you won't able to make your dreams a reality

Love

Love is like a tree which grows and suddenly dies for many reasons.A reason which you cannot understand or even know about.For some people love has different meanings. Love for me is a blackhole which sucks you in closer and closer and can't get out. I remember the days when I loved someone. She took my breath away. She's beautiful to my eyes and so kind. I saw her in my dreams last night smiling at me. A smile which I will never forget. A smile that has meaning. A smile which means sadness with a pinch of happiness. I have forgotten the feeling of loving someone. However, I wont forget the day I loved that girl 'cause she's so special to me.